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Today is Leap Year it's pretty cool, I guess.

GOD DAMNIT. I work with a fucking MORON. I work with the stupidest fucking human being in the entire world. I can't stand it anymore. I just wish she would get fired or quit. I don't want to change departments because I like ti over here. But GOD DAMNIT this shit fuckin sucks.
She babells on constantly about random bullshit. Sometimes, she is talking to herself and sometimes I can't even tell who the fuck she is talking too. I can't wait for her to be gone. Actually, now that I think about it, I work with a bunch of stupid fuckin people.

I wish I could just ignore everyone all day long. My day would go by much smoother. We got a guy here who just sits @ his desk and does his work and doesn't bother anyone. Somedays, I wish I could do that. But, not to toot my own horn, I am the guy that has a lot of answers and everybody knows that. That means that people are constantly asking me questions and stuff like that. Somedays I wish i could just put up a sign that says, "SHUT THE FUCK UP IF YOU WANNA TALK TO ME". Of course, if I did that, I'd be fired. Damnit

It also sucks that I work in a position where i cannot get promoted. It sucks. My manager wants me to appl for the Team Lead position in our department. I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY WANT TO. What really sucks, is that I can't!!!!!! :(
The situation that my girlfriend and I are in, won't allow to become a supervsor. The schedules will be conflicting and we have to be able to pick up the kids on time.

On the flipside, there is something that I have to speak to Ginny about. She is always talking about how GREAT Cox is. I AM VERY PROUD of her for getting that job. It's a great place to work. What bothers me a little, is that she is talking about wanting to become a supervisor. We really need to talk about it because she wants to become a supervisor and has expressed interest in applying for it when she can...... Does that make me chopped liver? Why should she be able to apply, when I cannot? I am in a position to have the chance to be promoted and i really want to. But I can't because of the kids. Now, if we are in the exact same situation we are in now, by the time she is ready to apply, and she does apply, how is that fair?

I understand her passion and desire to move up in the company!! I have the same thing. I don't neccassirly see myself working for The Home Depot forever, but a promotion will really stack my resume up!!!

I guess it won't do any good just writing about it. I need to talk to her about it. I intend on doing so sometime soon.

That's it for now. Until next time..... I luh u mama