Today has not been the greatest day in the world. i have felt done and out AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLL DAY. I don't know what to do. I wish I could just make all of it go away.

I wish that everything could just go back to the way they were. I wish this MONSTER inside of me would Shut The Fuck Up. It's telling me to do something that I may or may not want to do. It is telling me how to solve all of my problems. I know that it may not necessarily be the solution to my problems, and it's definitely an option. I just wish that I wouldn't dwell on it so much.

I wish it would go away.

Why can't everything just be Hunky-dorie? Wait, did I just say Huny-dorie? ......... I AM fucked in the head.

I just hope that everything turns out okay.

Wish me luck.